I often find myself wondering if I made the right decision. From financial matters, relationships, lotto numbers, education and career paths. Why do we start second guessing ourselves once we've committed to such important decisions? I guess once we really get a taste of reality and we want to turn back it seems to be too late.
I've recently started second guessing myself a lot recently. Without airing out too much dirty laundry, I'll try to vent it as much as possible. I've recently inherited a new role where I'm managing a lot of new adventures. That includes work, finance and caring for my elderly mom and aunt. Needless to say I need help but who can I turn to? Pretty much nobody. Its like the pile is growing at an alarming rate and I can't keep up. Though positive thoughts and inspiration keeps me going I have a feeling one day its going to come crashing down. I read and research solutions but then turning to those solutions start make me second guess myself again. I guess it is true when they say life isn't easy. We must look ahead and work at those solutions. There are road blocks everyday but I try to steer away from them and try to find inspiration. Life isn't what it was 10 years ago. I guess adjusting and tackling issues is the only way to get by nowadays. Like Rev Run says, don't look back. The windshield is always bigger than the rear view mirror.
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